February 2012
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I love you
It’s been cheapened tossed around so carelessly
I love you *hand heart*
while it may be truthful it doesn’t carry the weight that it once did that it still should
I love you No, I love YOU lol
so when I say it after all the empty lines you’ve heard time and time again you don’t hear me when I tell you with every ounce of my heart
I love you
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It’s scratching ripping tearing shredding at the inside of my skull trying to break free break out break me it’s wearing on me my defenses s h a t t e r i n g and I s l i p p e d the words dripping from my lips instant regret but there it was
the question is can I get the craving for you under my...
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Sweetly singing celestial serenades hoping my voice carries through the breeze that perhaps my melody will greet your ears and remind you that you are mine but in time the tune will be altered spinning vigorously through the leaves pulling the love from my verse leaving only the curse that separates you from me and while I wish my voice could crush mountains and long for the rhythm to bend time...
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With the waning of the moon in the frostbitten sky my heart still sings out for your blushing sigh
waiting for the day when we can twine our fingers and never let go
When the sun sets on the marrow you will be farther than before I will still call your name hoping to see you once more
waiting in silence for your glorious return when life can resume
You will never be forgotten for you’ve...
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I wonder if it was me that made you smile today I wonder if I was the one who crossed your mind
but where does this wondering get me except right back in the pit of pain
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Every time I close my eyes I only see your face
In drunken stupors and twilight revelries you smile is always the dawn
But beyond that longing song heartache and regret remain knowing that to tear down this wall would only result in pain
I yearn for moments missed our midnight trysts robbed without warning waking without pain come morning
Every time I close my eyes I only see your face
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The hardest part is being so unsure of my own heart
I know what I felt staring into your eyes but the fine lines between lust and love between love and need between love and simply filling a hole is what’s causing my mind to spin out of control and now my heart leaps it tugs and it falls at every syllable shared or scribbled secretly on your walls and I hope they’re for me but in the end what...
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Oh, let me be her the one you long for the one you dream of the only one you see let me be the one to be there when you’re in need to fulfill your every wish to be your every dream
Oh, let me be her the one you kneel down before let my finger hold the ring that lays your claim upon me let me be the one to whom you say ‘forever’ and ‘I do’ the one you curl up with at night for the rest of your...
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My dreams of romance have vanished leaving behind an empty crevice that is no longer tangible
I do not feel the call of my heart my mind doesn’t wander to alternate realms where we can be together and the sun sets and rises on only us
I no longer sit on the beaches of my imagination toes buried in our sand my heart beating in your hand living the...
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My mind is a blend of crude oil and chaos of wants and needs and confusion I see the day clearly the edges neatly drawn no scribbles wandering outside the lines yet I’m at a loss not sure of what I want or if what I want is what I need so instead of moving forward taking action demanding answers I sit back and watch as you walk away
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I’d call you Wolverine but please don’t call me the moon I don’t want the division of worlds to keep you from me I’d rather you not howl skyward longing for one last kiss stoic cold and far away living life remissed instead call me rain for then I could caress your skin penetrate within becoming a part of you call me wind so I can run through your hair combing the...
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Tired my eyes are heavy though nowhere near the weight of my onyx heart I can no longer feel its beating rather a sporadic bass drop that rattles my bones weakening my legs I collapse unable to withstand the agony anymore
People give you strange looks when you faint every time your heart thuds thankfully it doesn’t happen too often...
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The snow fell this morning in fluffy kisses from the sky and for every icy caress that fell upon my skin
I thought of you
and the warmth your fingers hold the comfort my flesh longs to feel but the winter weather has vanquished my memories yet
I thought of you
with every flake that fell longing for your embrace before the fire place tasting your cocoa...
Smonologue #9
This was one of my first posts and I think it still holds true. Kevin Smith has become my leading inspiration. Every dream that crosses his mind he goes after it and makes it his reality. This Smonologue (painstakingly typed via Twitter) pushed me over the edge between dreaming and doing. After reading it again today, I hope I can get back on track again. As for now? Enjoy his...
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I watched you through the chain-link fence your laughter carried on the summer breeze thawing my heart from its winter chill
I sat in the grass awaiting your return blowing dandelion seeds over to your side hoping thoughts of me would grow with them
One night as I lay staring at the stars I heard your strong footsteps approaching you sat with me in the darkness talking until daylight returned
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There’s nothing quite like being in love so consumed by another breathing becomes difficult when their scent does not linger dreams turn into nightmares haunting your waking because they aren’t near drowning in their absence not from the room but from your heart when his smiles are for her and his laughter is not for you shattering a little at every utterance ignored hoping that one day someday...
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Sing the melody of my heart in your voice of velvet and sugar bathe me in your harmony blending perfectly with my rhythm we sing so sweetly together my love our song of love and bliss when lips press together the notes carry on letting the world sing along
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The sunset always reminds me of you the sky appears to be fire like my love for you the corals and pinks blaze brightly as though Armageddon is lying beyond the horizon and I wish you were there to watch the night’s waves douse the fiery dusk wrapped in your arms until all color leaves the sky when it’s just you and me and the moonlight
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If I could whisper words to you from behind the silk screen where my face is unseen would they still radiate resonate penetrate deeply within your heart because I love you and whether you doubt me or choose to not hear for fear that this may be exactly what you need or maybe you see that we would be amazing we could be unstoppable perhaps when looking happiness directly in...
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My heart was pushed out to sea in a boat crafted of my dreams blazing in flamed glory in the black starless night
I watched as the fire burned sending glistening smoke to the heavens reflecting the flames in the waves until there was nothing left but dust
Viking funeral to end my pain sending my whimsical fantasies far from this earth where they can no longer...
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ache as though my heart has been ripped from my chest by leather hands that harbor anger and regret for mistakes of the past and the future choosing the present to tear me apart
ache the longing for a heartbeat that has ceased necromancing the corpse of a love that never was romance is but a ghost rising from a shallow grave because it wasn’t worth...
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The air is thick weighing heavily in my lungs pressing uncomfortably against my tired heart leaving the glittering dreamscapes to the dull sunrise realizing my dreams are the only place where love exists you held out your hand and asked me to dance our bodies cascading across the pavement mimicking words you once whispered words of a love that has...
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Drowning in the thoughts of you I cannot breathe your words are the air that shock my heart into rhythm your smile the sun that warms me but with only thoughts the current is taking me under fantasies wantings longings and this ocean of tears only gets deeper with every day you are away
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I want to wake up with you is that so bad? I want to fall asleep in your arms body quaking from our passion I want to feel your breath rhythmically falling on my neck I want my heart to sync with yours I want to cook breakfast as our smiles speak for us but mostly I want to wake up with you
is that so bad?
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Peel the skin away from my bones then toss it on the fire so I can no longer feel the ghosts of your fingertips or the yearning for your touch
Next crack open my rib cage and tear out my heart burn it to ashes so its rhythm will cease and I’ll no longer hear your song
Finally saw open my skull and remove my brain so I can’t remember you think...
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You need to let yourself go
I said not wanting him to miss out on the joys life has to offer
You need to give in
I said knowing the delicious pleasure makes up for the inevitable pain
You need to let yourself fall
I said wishing for anything except to fall alone
All he said in response to my pleas one syllable an affirmation of my regret
No
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There are somethings you never forget unfortunately it always seems to be the bad memories that remained tattooed on your skull
It’s all the little things, now that I look back, that make me sick to my stomach. The things I over looked, the lies I believed - or settled with, at least - that haunt my mind on days like today.
There are numbers, so many numbers, of which I don’t...
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He’s the one that you said to yourself if only… then everything would be perfect
He’s the one that you thought of when you’d let your mind wander when you thought of love
He’s the one that was your perfect match your other half your soul mate
He’s the one that only thought of you after sunset when he realized how...
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and down the rabbit hole she found herself falling allowing the curiosity to pull her under
the cheshire cat grins his wicked toothed sneer laughing as she fell deeper and faster than before
You missed Wonderland Sweet Alice instead you’ve found yourself in hell the creatures aren’t so friendly on this seventh layer to which you fell
If she can ever find the light again...
January 2012
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And so we meet again in the dreamy morning my eyes laced with sleep flickered flashes dance behind my lids you and I wrapped in sheets the cool breeze blowing through the windows we’d left open to air the room of our passion’s heat the sunlight is bleak and cannot compare to the radiance of your smile I press my head against your chest listening to...
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Falling apart at the seams it seems my loose threads are being quickly pulled in a thousand different directions my hope and inspiration bleeding purple on the pavement violent violet to match the sky that cries out with rage when I try try and fail over again without a pen in my hand I am nothing and even then I’m not even worth two pennies ...
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If I could just escape the labyrinth that I’ve found myself lost in the unending topiary corridors within my distraught mind I could find myself roaming upon the straight path I’d discovered that led toward the light but instead I’m trapped wandering in the dark wishing for just one thing
and it’s lost
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This black hole I’ve avoided so vehemently is tugging on my heart once again my thoughts all swirl into its abyss and I feel as though there is no escape
Like a drug you pull me under wanting more needing more and I am consumed drowning in the crimson fire brewing within my soul
Pump me full of antidotes then let me dry in detox as the shaking quivers...
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Sit sit be still and breathe listen to the wind blowing through the leaves hear the sounds of life that exist outside your mind quiet the madness for this moment in time remind yourself it isn’t all bad just sit sit be still breathe
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Where did you go?
Vanished into the valley of contentment buried under the cement with my heart no longer beating no longer feeling and I’m bound with ink to spill but all my wounds have healed or are stitched so tightly not even the screams bleed through bound with stale rubber bound by steel plates perhaps I’m trying too desperately to hold...
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Lost in the dense wood between happiness and eternal longing two paths lay before me one leading to the land where dreams come true the other path is littered with thorny branches fallen trees and poison ivy but I know on the other side lay comfort and contentment yet I’m stuck trapped shackled to the past head held under the water of misery
...
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Bus News
Bus news oh bus news cover me with mayhem and dismay if there isn’t death blood and gore pocket that news with stories of lost dogs
Bus news oh bus news fill me with joy and glee ravage children and leave the disabled to sit and ponder the meaning of life
Bus news oh bus news in a sultry radio tone never have I been so enthused to hear of the downfall of others “No one...
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The Devil Inside - Alternate Ending (Spoilers)
“Who are you?” Ben asked the demon speaking in Isabella’s body.
“Everyone knows me,” Isabella replied in a deep throated voice that was not her own.
As Ben stared the devil in the eyes, the car began to slow. “What are you doing?” Ben shouted at Marcus from the backseat.
“There’s an accident, but I might be able to get around it!” Marcus shouted back.
Isabella’s back began to arch. Ben clenched...
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I’ve been waiting for what feels like an eternity for you and there you sit so nonchalant and oblivious to this erratic pounding in my chest don’t you hear it? my heart screaming your name? it’s playing your melody and you refuse to dance along ignoring the obvious
We belong together
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Phases of the lunatic
This piece by poeticallyundead has received a highly commended in my Phases of Concrete Clothing Competition.
Poeticallyundead receives a sticker set from my Concrete Apparel range.
This piece is an interesting look at the so-easily-broken phases of the mind. An interesting, if unashamedly macabre, piece.
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It started with a crack a finite jagged slit in the psyche brought on by one...
December 2011
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Untitled - Poeticallyundead 4th place
It was a cold winter’s night when I said goodbye.
I walked through the cemetery reading the names on head stones. The dates of birth and death would be haunting on any other day, especially the small stones with only a single date etched upon them. My mind was elsewhere. My thoughts were on you. I just wanted to lay with you one last time.
When my eyes fell upon your name, my heart sank...
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All I want to do is cry but I can’t seem to make it happen a soft verse almost broke through this steel shell I’ve constructed but before I could feel my defenses strengthened against the tears
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Me: *shows Lilly a picture of a vase full of sand from all over the world.
Lilly: That's cool! I want to do that with different colored M&M's.
Me: I'd eat that!
Lilly: O_o don't you eat my art or I'll eat your sand!!
Me: x_X
November 2011
61 posts
Whisper
With the poetic grace of the wispy clouds floating over the plains she whispers of hope and thoughts and wisdom far beyond her age wandering wistfully whilst wishing waywardly wondering what whimsies are waiting beyond hold tightly bright pixie to the wisps of your words they’ll tether to reality before wishes carry you away
Frozen
Sing me a song lovely southern angel and let me drift to sleep to your heavenly vibrato
Sing me a song of your tortured past of your struggle to happiness of conquering your demons
Sing me a song and I’ll bring harmony our runs overlapping like our crossed paths
Sing me a song and I’ll sing along two tattered angels united in words