November 2011
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Whisper
With the poetic grace of the wispy clouds floating over the plains she whispers of hope and thoughts and wisdom far beyond her age wandering wistfully whilst wishing waywardly wondering what whimsies are waiting beyond hold tightly bright pixie to the wisps of your words they’ll tether to reality before wishes carry you away
Frozen
Sing me a song lovely southern angel and let me drift to sleep to your heavenly vibrato
Sing me a song of your tortured past of your struggle to happiness of conquering your demons
Sing me a song and I’ll bring harmony our runs overlapping like our crossed paths
Sing me a song and I’ll sing along two tattered angels united in words
Halcyon
It was lust at first verse as I delved into your sinful words nibbling and licking along every line and I’d be lying if I said I didn’t fantasize about you more than once of your strong hands pinning me down as your tongue searched over my peaks and valleys and…
oh, how I’ve thought of you as my own hands wandered on a mission for a...
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Oh Lilly
Lilly: stupid fucking twat
Nicole: cuntrag
Lilly: dildo eater
Lilly: dinner, i'll be back
Did "dildo eater" remind her she hadn't eaten yet?
*cough*poemaboutme*cough*
Hey Red Yeah, you the fox with curves that knock me off my socks you’re hot like fire have me sweating with desire pleading on my knees that you’ll notice me I want you like milk to douse my burning tongue and my inflamed lungs have me hungry for your breath for your flesh I’ll lick you like ice cream on a fiery summer day I beg...
Lemon Drops
Your blonde hair like golden sunbeams surrounding your smile the sun itself the daytime without you feels dim and lifeless but in your presence everything falls into place in time with your grace we laugh and giggle we cry and sob my soul sister my friend I love you
Diminished
Your words set fire to my life the bright in the night it’s the light that makes me feel like I’m not alone when the droning of office gossip has me wanting to slit my wrists I dive into your ocean and swim in your poems we exhale similar breaths of contempt and heartache inhaling the refreshing air of poetry and despite what you may...
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Strumpet
She walks out on stage all eyes are on her she watches as they lick their lips eyes wide with anticipation
She swishes her hips wrapping her fingers around the cool metal undulating her body in rhythm with the music
Sweat drips down his forehead as she saunters toward him her legs bends and spread revealing heaven before his eyes
His fingers tremble as he fumbles with the bills quivering as he...
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Growing up as a girl I assumed a prince would come and sweep me off my feet he’d court me romantically before getting down on one knee I’d meet his parents and plan the wedding the honeymoon would be bliss laying on the beach under a blazing coral dusk we’d buy a house we’d have children and grow old together
Now years later the world has been put in...
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All I Want Is You
My first thought upon waking the face I see when I close my eyes at night everything I’ve ever wanted embodied in you yet time and space and distance keep us apart your insecurities eating you alive I try and I try to help you see yourself in the glowing light I see you in but you refuse making the wall between us stronger impenetrable when all I want to do...
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I still read your words, you know and for every sentence written I wonder if they are for me am I still the ‘you’ that you long for or is she a figment of your longing desire for completion
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An Inch to Indiana
If I whisper you cannot hear me calling calling your name into the night as I close my eyes to fall asleep and all I see is your face I taste your kiss upon my lips and your lingering touch on my skin your scent mixed with the air I breathe in when the dawn breaks you disappear leaving longing in your place the space between us widens your love out of my reach ...
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The dam has broken everything I kept hidden behind the solid walls has come flooding out as you drown my mind I wish it were easier but we all must deal with the hand we are given just know I will never give up on you
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I wish I could be your whore to live only within the sweat glistening passion listen to your words of lust as you smile at my varying moans and cries and screams I wish I could turn off my heart and head for a few hours and only feel with my body but even as we lay there bare inches apart I only wanted to rest my head on your chest and feel your...
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It isn’t until I slow down enough calm down enough and let my mind rest that I realize how completely in love with you I am and you laugh when I tell you because it’s all just a game isn’t it I stroke your ego while you placate my delusions and we joke and giggle and make believe if only you could see how my heart bleeds at your...
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There’s the boys I’ve loved and the boys I’ve lusted after and then there’s you
the one who consumes me I’m the water your satchel of tea leaves sits in your aroma and flavor blending within me I can no longer see myself through your tantalizing color I think of you I dream of you constantly wishing to crush the distance between us bringing us together ...
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I wish I was as beautiful as my words spun delicately of the golden thread bleeding from sliced wrists pouring emotions onto the page
I wish I was as beautiful as my voice angels chorus plucked on pristine harps vibrato like the silken sheets blowing on a spring breeze
I wish I was as beautiful as my laugh radiating hope and joy to those within earshot the...
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Countless times I’ve stared at the screen wanting to write needing to write but my thoughts are so scattered I can’t pinpoint an emotion to expunge other than the loneliness I’ve written of time and time again and when I’m trying to find contentment in my cold bed bringing up my love for you only hurts knocking me back to square one so I suppress it...
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Underneath the joy there is a lurking sadness every time I speak to you my heart leaps then falls crashing against my ribs if you could see the bruises and shattered bones maybe then you’d realize I’d do anything to be with you anything to stop the pain I feel knowing that you will not let me in but I’d never ask you to leave me alone...
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My love how the light shines in your eyes like the twinkling stars in the sky brightly and fervently with our love
My love the moonbeams lie within your smile illuminating the cold and lonely nights that I use to spend without you near
My love if only you existed outside dreamscapes so I wouldn’t have to escape reality to lay peacefully and safe in your...
“What conversation would I ever start with ‘I hate gay monkeys’?”
– Me
Me: (regarding boys talking in the restaurant) gamer geeks
Mom: you hate what?
Me: no, gamer geeks
Mom: gay monkeys?
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I’ve been swimming a lot lately in the seas of distraction where my mind cannot scream and my heart cannot weep I seek escape from reality more often than not and for naught once I crawl ashore the linen beach the noise inside me is louder than ever I grip the pillow rocks clinging to sanity until I slip into the dreamscapes even if I’m hurt there it all...
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And upon our first kiss the night became bright the weight of the world dissipating evaporating into pink condensation filled with love he pulled away whispering in the starlight maybe someday you’ll write love poems for me a sly smile twists my lips and I say I’ve been writing for you my whole life
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I hear your name whispered on the wind blowing through the trees outside my window
I push it away not wanting to feel the pain of this distance between us between our hearts and bodies
but it seeps into my dreams where you’re woven into my seams fingers tightly intertwined as our wanting lips at last unite
I awake to the lonely my heart beat...
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I’ve come to terms with the fact that I am going to remain alone yet the pain not only remains but increases
smoke fills the car as tears flood my eyes pondering the countless years of a lonely bed never having someone to turn to when there is a funny joke on tv or simply watching her grow watching her leave watching her find the happiness of which...
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Everyone leaves in the end
Everyone
I look at my life from birth to present and nearly everyone I’ve held dear up and vanished without a trace and I come to a certain point where my arms grow tired from reaching out if you love them let them go and I do but they never come back and I’m left with the memories and the unanswered questions always wondering...
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One falter one simple stutter in perfection and happiness vacates this temple I cannot grip the reins of distraction for one measly glimpse at reality and everything I’ve built comes crashing d o w n I’ve fallen from the pedestal of naive bliss running from...
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rakuli replied to your video: Kara as Bat Cat C(=^o^=)P
O.O — If it was socially acceptable, I would steal this child and have her sing this song all day.
This does not surprise me in the slightest. She watched the youtube video for 30 minutes the other morning.
WatchKara as Bat Cat C(=^o^=)P
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White padded room hellfire heat penetrating the walls and there I lie in a straightjacket and nothing else having lived my life in self inflicted solitude always yearning for something more for someone there yet I turned everyone away so there I’ll stay spending eternity alone
the men in black hoods enter black holes of hope where their faces should be...
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I use to write in journals scribbling to sort my thoughts make sense of the chaos that crowded my mind
now I write poetry words for the world to see and I’m limited in what I can share
like your name
in the secret pages of the books I’d scrawl your name carelessly over and over again with I love him repeated endlessly wishes of having you here...
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I love you if only I could tell you but with you at the other end of the world it seems there are too many obstacles between our lips so instead I’ll sit and wish you were here with me I love you
if only you knew
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How many times must I tell you this isn’t the time nor the place for you to be leaping
no
how many times must you suffer through disappointment let down after let down before you calm your flutter relinquish your stutter and fall in rhythm no need for this yearning the pining the longing
the hoping
I wish you would stop leading me down the...
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I knelt on the chapel floor palms pressed into the cold ground unable to hold myself up as the sobs took control of me
I begged for so many things but the underlying theme was to simply find contentment in what I already have
Yet when I sat alone in the cold quiet of my car the loneliness consumed me once again knowing I was going home to no one
Blessed...
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I miss you with every inhale I miss you as the wind caresses the leaves blowing life into the trees I miss you with every step I take that carries me further away from your loving embrace I miss you no matter how many times these words pass my lips the pain of losing you never goes away I miss...
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Dost the sands of night beckon to mine eyes ever tiring as Sandman whispers sweetly of dreams I shall find in this bliss of sleep the harpies sing a lullaby as the clock reminds me of time passing by yet I’m held in the interim between reality and dreams where life pushes heavily upon sanity’s seams ripping tearing falling apart wanting you ever...
I have discovered that writing someone's zombie...
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To my surprise I dreamed of you last night and you were right you are everything I’ve ever wanted but the problems still remain you are there and I am here and you sabotaged yourself every step of the way constantly questioning my decisions horrible timing you have a knack for horrible timing because you wouldn’t let me put myself together...
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I swim in a sea of words letting the waves take me under drowning in creative bliss as the rest of the world slips away if I could stay here forever I would forgetting the problems that lie beyond the keyboard the loneliness the depression the day to day routine because beneath the stream of consciousness I slip into this dream where I play God instead...
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Avoid the valleys and focus on the peaks supple mountains where wishes are granted daunting at first but once your fingers wander you’ll see they are under your control roam and linger as the sighs flutter the leaves a lick a bite as tremors rumble through my seams coursing through your veins until you feel the volcano may erupt never has a pair been...
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As much as I try to deny the truth there is no escaping my love for you I can tell myself stories of lust mistrust and delusions leading to our ruin but in the end I return to the warmth of your words over and over again ripping the sutures from the wound letting myself bleed for you and the blood is blue cold without your warming embrace as the traces of...
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Despite my tears if I can make you smile even just once a day I could die happy
Despite my loneliness if I can provide you comfort within my loving embrace I could die happy
Despite my aching heart if I can give you hope that one day the pain will end I could die happy
Despite my dismal future if I can make you believe that your life holds brighter days I could...
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There’s something in the air these days that’s weighing heavily upon the hearts of many the future stretches out before the eyes of the vulnerable and the road is cluttered with snarling thorned branches moving them will leave deep scars a permanent memory of the journey stay stagnant and nothing changes living forever in fear in sorrow in hopelessness ...
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The nights stretch before me seemingly endless as the ocean when it swallows the sun the darkness consumes me even the twinkling stars can’t brighten my sky because you aren’t here to give them life and while we sit eighteen hours apart staring at our separate skies I wonder if you think of me the way I dream of you wishing to spend every moment in...
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I use to love the winter sweater weather as they say the fantasies of walking hand in gloved hand on the snow covered plaza gazing at the twinkling lights that didn’t sparkle like the love in his eyes we’d press our icy lips together feeling the warmth radiating from our hearts fantasies of curling up before the fire two bodies one...
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I watched the film you recommended and even through the journey played on screen my thoughts remained on you I wanted to discuss it with you like we so often do I wanted to tell you that you were right when you said I’d love it but you weren’t there I laid cold and lonely on the worn couch wishing your arms were around me wishing your breath was in my hair just...
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There’s a bitter film in my mouth and on my mind this morning as I think of relationships lost and tarnished in a mere twenty four hours as I rode on my high like a magic carpet ride seeing what I wanted and dreamed of for a lifetime within inches of my fingertips when the wind vacated the space beneath me sending me plummeting back to reality broken hearts ...
