September 2011
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And no matter how loud you turn up the music the screaming and base drops in hopes to drown in the noise the voices still prevail
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The day is cold and so am I it’s been years since I’ve felt the warmth of my own heart’s beat and longer still since I’ve felt the rhythm of a lover’s against my chest a walking drone I traverse daily life pretending I feel anything at all but I’m just a hollow shell hallowed yet unsaved because I can’t see the light...
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There’s no hope within these barren walls that thud dully with the life happening outside them I’ve locked myself in this room before kicking the doorknob loose trapping me inside with no escape in sight I can hear their laughter their joyous chatter while I lie on the floor halfheartedly pounding for rescue someone hear me ...
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At least I can say this:
If you never talk to me again I’ll endure the pain of losing you for you were the brightest light in my onyx night never had I felt more natural joy than in your presence and I’ll suffer this bitter trek through the darkness that consumes my heart because you were my favorite inspiration
and nothing can take...
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Fabled
The princess stares out her window from the tower room where she’ll remain locked until true love finds her until a prince comes and slays the dragon holding her hostage she looks over the vast landscapes no life for miles around the castle deep wood calling her name promising freedom if only she’d let down her hair but she’s scared to venture out...
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As a chill creeps into the air and the snow fall is drawing near that’s when I feel most alone I don’t know if it’s that my bed grows colder or because the days become shorter but that’s when I feel most alone the holiday spirit is tangible as couples walk hand in hand their love glowing in the Christmas lights and I sit here on this park bench ...
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I hate the fact that I miss you in the quiet moments of the inbetween where there is nothing to keep my thoughts
grounded
I hate the fact that I miss you when the wind blows through my hair and I remember a time when your fingers were there when my life was anything but
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I hate the fact that I miss you even though my mind’s made up ...
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Run away with me to a secluded beach where we can be alone in ecstasy
Run away with me from all these problems from all this darkness into the brightening sun
Run away with me just you and me because there’s nowhere else I’d rather be than wrapped in your arms where nothing else matters run away with me
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I was going to write another love poem of longing and desire of my dreams unfulfilled but it’s been done over and over and over again I’ve written of love and so have you written of fairy tale fables come true written of hopes and aspirations and bliss that will someday be sealed by true love’s kiss I’ve written of wanting someone someone to...
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Daughter,
I see the world we live in and I’m terrified for the beauty of your soul your free spirit and love for everyone and everything will surely be demolished eventually when you lay witness to the corruption around us wicked words and wretched claws will wear you down to bone and sinew making you rebuild yourself to something socially acceptable but I...
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I don’t know why I always try to take your pain and make it my own I don’t want to see you hurting under that burden that’s crushing your soul so I take it thinking I’m strong enough left with eighty barrels of agony heartache and loss strapped to my back and yet you still feel your load pressing down upon your chest unnecessary...
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Let me just close tonight by saying I love you I’ll let it linger here that by chance you may stop by and read it and know that even as I lay my head to rest tonight in the cold solitude of my bed my thoughts are of you they are always of you and I’ll dream too of days to come when we become one two heartbeats two bodies ...
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My mind keeps returning to you and those lips and my teeth nip at my own yearning for a kiss and I lick and I bite just wishing yours were near because there’s nothing I want more than just a little taste of the heaven that lie within
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Rayne stood outside the gates of the abandoned asylum and stared at the invitation in her hands. This was the address she was told to go to for a How-To doll making class. She’d registered months ago and thought her request had been lost. She applied on a whim and didn’t think twice until she received this tiny little invitation in mail. But why here?
She had heard rumor of the asylum being...
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“I love you, you know?”
“Yeah, I know.” But his voice was flat, not at all what she was expecting. Not anywhere near what she was hoping for. There wasn’t even a reciprocating ‘I love you.’
She turned and began to walk away, her heels clicking on the damp pavement, rage burning under her skin.
“Where are you going?” He called after her,...
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I wish I was where you are no matter where that may be I’d follow you through the gates of hell as long as we were hand in hand I didn’t plan to fall so deeply into your deep brown eyes but I took that leap and all at once you’ve consumed me buried me in your essence and I don’t want to see the light again
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I decided at some point to take my guard down for you that whatever pain may come was worth the love I’d feel now
I decided at some point that I need to push worry aside while I loved you deeply you couldn’t hurt me from far away
At some point that went out the door and I began to love you more and more insecurity began eating me alive ...
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My heart, it beats to fill the gap between my chest and yours. There is a void between us that I’m not sure how to conquer. It’s this distance that silences your heartbeat to my wanting ears and numbs my skin to your nonexistent touch. I’m struggling to keep my head afloat as I drown in missing you and I don’t know if I’ll make it through until I can see you again....
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He watched her - stalked her day and night, which was easy when you blended in with the trash. He’d been homeless nearly a decade now and finally he found a reason to live, a reason to carry on and it was her.
He first saw her as she was walking to school. He’d been sleeping on the side of the road, buried in the brush when she walked by and it seemed as though the day illuminated...