April 2012
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I need to get distracted, I said, because all I can think about is being without you.
It’s the quiet moments when you aren’t around when the planted seeds begin to flower into worry. It’s the desires I have, the dreams I want to make reality, but only with you. It’s the chaotic urge to surge ahead, to jump ahead, to rush ahead and get to the part where there isn’t...
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I cry
Because loving you is the best adventure and deepest tragedy
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For any guy that complains about a toothy...
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I wish you weren’t so far away so far away from my fingertips my fingertips and wanting lips lips that yearn for your kiss your kiss so tender and sweet sweet as the first bright ray of sun sun of hope peeking over the peaks
You are the light of the dawn and the radiant colors of dusk the twinkling stars of night and the moonlight watching me sleep
If only I wasn’t but a small speck of dust...
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I wish my love could carry to you on a gentle breeze to caress your cheek as though my fingers were there
I wish my love could brightly bloom on a vibrant iris to touch your kiss as though my lips were there
I wish my love could be woven tight in a blanket so warm to hold your form as though my arms were there
I wish I could hear your tender voice feel your touch smell you skin as...
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All I want is to have you near
All I want is your touch
All I want is to hold you, dear
Is that asking too much?
The nights have grown much colder, baby
without your loving stare
time is passing so much slower, baby
expanding the distance from here to there
the peaceful quiet is now frighteningly loud
I’m getting lost within the crowd
fading into the painful sounds
...
lilysofthefield:
Okay. I ate dinner and then I went to go vacuum out my car and decided to get a chocolate bar before I headed home. I get back into my car and I check my phone.
I have a voicemail. I don’t have a missed call, tho.
The voicemail was a man’s voice and all it said: “7 days”
—edit: I know the fiend. I’m going to see Lilly in 7 days… she had her co-worker do...
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To Do List:
The next three weeks:
Get oil changed
Clean house - the hardcore edition
Register for Fall classes
Apply for alternative work schedule through work
Have a fantastic vacation with Lillian which includes hitting up amazing restaurants, matching tattoos and taking Kara to the zoo and aquarium.
Find out how much financial aid will cover
Finish revising The Katy Effect
Get rolling on some...
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Baby you make my heart smile it grows wings and flies for miles and all the while I quiver warming the shivers that haunt the night I only have to close my eyes and suddenly you’re there I’m wrapped in your comforting stare and everything else disappears ticking the seconds slowly by until I can lay safely by your side
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If only you knew the urges I have so often everyday to shout to speak to sigh and have it pass my lips to pour from my fingertips and have it wrap around you to hold you tight when you’re hurting to kiss you goodnight when we’re parting to touch you in ways I am unable as though three little words laughed out over hand hearts more often...
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The words
I write
For you
Bleed through my skin
As the devil within
Is cleansed by your loving stare
Your gentle fingers in my hair
He screams
He strikes
He bites
Trying to fight your warming touch
But even in silence it doesn’t take much
For the demon to release his grip
As further into love I slip
My heart
It beats
At last
As I yearn for your...
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I’m sorry that all I do is stare voice in disrepair despair lacquers my lips despite the joy I feel
My heart now runs with yours and it echos your heartbeats your heartbeats but there is a catch a hiccup in between when suddenly I’m bursting at the seams and all I want to do is…
endless things hold and kiss bleed and dream melt and quiver cry and scream
but...
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Standing in the middle of a crowded room and all I see is you
How I long to pull you away rendezvous in moonlight escapades but the space between your heart and mine is more tangible than the ball of twine I toss from hand to hand counting the seconds one Mississippi two Mississippi and I’m fading drifting away with endless words to say but all I can do is sit and stare longing to be...
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Then you wink and I sink deeper into these thoughts of whispers and wants and desires and dreams that now only seem so far away as I wait for the day when I can finally fall into your arms and simply stay that way
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It’s like a summer rain when the heat has been beating on my face but finally the skies open wide cooling waters caress my skin
But yet it can’t compare
It’s like the setting sun when vibrant colors paint the clouds and I can’t pull my eyes away I need to stay here in this spot seeing shades I never knew existed
But yet it can’t compare
It can’t compare to the touch of your gentle...
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This is a poem of words I can’t say but thoughts that I think and dreams that I dream
its about the way I smile at everything you do and the once in awhile I can’t help but beam and glow at the tender affection you show and the gleam in your eyes slight upturn of your lips and I slip into silence not realizing you’ve done the same because I simply stare at your face...
Hi there,
I haven’t posted an update in quite some time, mostly letting my queue run the show around here. I’ve been busy; way fucking busy. Here’s what’s been happening:
I decided to start school this summer. After I finish my prereqs, I’ll be starting nursing school. I’d thrown myself into researching schedules and classes and planning and plotting and panicking. I wanted to take as few classes as...
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Crouched in hiding lying in wait and slowly daylight begins to fade you’re the only reason why I am not afraid I can hear their moans quickly approaching surely they will find us as our scent carries on the air I stare at you as you stare back at me becoming silhouettes in the dimming dusk my heartbeat quickens as darkness makes the fear more real
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The way you look at me
is the sweetest poetry
to ever grace my eyes
the man behind the disguise
I quiver
trembling away the words
I cannot say
shaking off the desires unattainable
longing for only your lips against mine
but dreaming of infinitely more
far away
yet so close
but the sadness in your eyes
matches the weight in my heart
I sigh
this is the sweetest fall
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And all I want is your touch sweet serendipity holding holding holding me tightly as though I’m bound my thoughts tangled with your being I long yearn call in the night tender respite as I imagine your fingers tracing your lips caressing but then I open my eyes
and you’re gone
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If I slip beneath the covers of your love hidden under the moonlit night will I feel your heart beating there will I feel your presence in the air
swoon, dost the lithe crickets croon float softly over mine curves moving my foundation irreparably
I break subtle fragments of my former self fall haplessly to the ground I care not
for what I’ve known what I’ve fought for was...
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I pretend I pretend I’m in control I pretend I know what I’m doing I pretend that I know what is best for me what is best for you what is the easiest thing to do I pretend that I’m oblivious to your smile and subtle charms that your laughter doesn’t set a fire to the longing for your...
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a thousand needles pierce my heart acupuncture for the soul just the whisper of your name a glimpse of your face the tantalizing sound of your voice
and I swoon
melting into the candles that burn of my love but will the pain end when the wicks run out or will I dissolve again under the caress of your fingers?
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All at once it’s a bullet to the heart I shatter falling to the earth fingers caressing the sand praying for comfort
and I’m forgetting your face the details of twilight’s embrace the curve of your lips and evergreen of your eyes you’ve become a ghost of my memories one that breaks me when I’m bending
and you’ve faded into the pages of stories past where I can...
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The heart beats its own thoughts injecting dreams and ideas in my veins
I’m walking along checking off lists getting things done moving forward moving on
Then without warning the drugs hit mind swirling in hallucinations of what ifs
I lay my head down and I dream of you fantasies of your touch playing across my skin the wanting the needing
I...
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I hug my pillow close
And pretend it is you
but it does not wrap its arms around me
I want you close
close enough so your fragrance
permeates my skin
so I can keep you near me always
I want you near
near enough so I can inhale
your intoxicating essence
so I can keep you with me always
I want you here
right here so I can kiss
your supple lips
so I can feel you upon me always
I...
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The burn of the words flowing beneath my skin a thousand vows of defeat wanting to rip from my veins and I cannot expel a single one
Each syllable an acid fire coursing about cascading across the walls of my heart that you’ve penetrated with your smile and sweet tongue yet I’m trapped
The I love you’s they incinerate my defenses as I fall helplessly to the floor unable to speak...
Anonymous asked: Do some people really smell like home?
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I’m not here much anymore and neither are you, really we use to stand on this corner for hours on end laughing talking fighting loving but slowly you stopped coming around and my days were getting longer but when I’d pass by I’d see your scribbles on the wall running my fingers along the curves of your delicate, passionate words I’ll write these words...
