May 2012
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I hate being touched.
I’m not sure if it’s the invasion of my personal space or the uncomfortable way my nerves react to the pressure of foreign skin against me. Maybe it’s the germs that could be crawling in their aura or the feeling of their breath, unwanted, against my neck. It might even just be their warmth, their radiating heat infecting my pours, staining my flesh and I...
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The moments without you tick by slowly and I hear each beat as they weaken without your words that make my heart leap
at a loss
everything becomes melancholy bland grey hazy but I love you like crazy and I can’t seem to do anything but wait
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Maybe if I just open the page and start writing, the words will flow out. Something about how the wind caresses your hair and I can’t help but stare because I’m in awe of your beauty. Or maybe something about the sun on your cheeks when your smile peaks and you glisten, simply glisten in your pure innocence. My love, you shine brighter than the rays from that glowing orb of light...
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If only I could translate the song of my heart I’d never have to yearn for the perfect words to tell you how I feel
Then I wouldn’t have this brutal storm brewing flooding my dreams as I burst at the seams with emotions left unspoken
If only I could translate the rhythm of its skipping instead of this st st stuttering slur of words...
Just an average conversation with my boyfriend.
Me: I love you. There's nothing hawkward about that.
Him: but the distance is becoming unbearable.
Me: It's ok. You've got all the koalafications. The distance is irrelephant to how much I love you. I'm not lion either. Owl wait forever, even it's giraffing me mad.
Him: I'm yours forever after that display.
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“Here’s an analogy. Life is a video game. You have to unlock certain achievements...”
– Lilly (poeticallyundead) on why I keep getting dumped. (via mylifeinitalics)
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There’s poetry in your subtle stare as the sun warms the crisp morning air the slight upturn of you lips and my tongue trips over words because everything brewing inside me cannot be contained in a flimsy less than three
I can nearly read the prose behind your eyes when you crawl inside yourself for a blink thinking of things you wish to make real I can feel the passion when my words draw...
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Three little words
that solidify this rushing blood
this fluttering thud
pounding in my chest and veins
Three little words
that move mountains
transcend oceans
and time and distance
and for one instant
I can feel you here with me
Three little words
yet uttered
hidden between
each stammer and stutter
glowing fervently in my cheeks
at your wink as you...
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Storyboard: How Tumblr Changed My Life
When I joined Tumblr… No, let’s go back a smidge further. (Now we set the scene.) It was January 2011. The skies were dark and gloomy. (Sounds dramatic, right?) I thought I was happy. I had a good job, good family, adequate, though completely annoying, boyfriend, but something was off. I felt an overwhelming sadness. I’d fly off the handle at the slightest thing...
Foulmouthed light weights
ramblememoirs:
Behind the words of this girl, is the side few see and even fewer remember.
This side is the side of an extremely poorly spoken, shameful lightweight, When you enter a room with her in the first thing she wishes to know is who the intercourse you are, and tells you to revel your bare clevage or you can leave the room immediatly.
These insults come from a cloud of smoke, inside a...
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It’s going to be a beach wedding (just so you know) and the setting sun will be the decor a few close friends and nothing more because it’s what comes after that’s worth waiting for
I'm but a Meager soul
aquietjoy:
She’s an editor you know. Everyone knew, except me. All I knew of her was her kind and gentle nature, her loving and accepting of new faces in tinychat.
She drank and smoked on cam, then in walked her little girl, and I was smitten.
Only later did I start finding her words, it’s hard to imagine someone who is so prolific able to be so consistently good. When in love there is no...
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Without your tender stare I feel so insignificant like a single blade of grass in the untended field there are flowers blooming their brilliant petals looming hiding me from the warming rays of the sun
I fade into daydreams tangled sheets cohesive heartbeats listening to the breeze competing with your comforting breath lost in thoughts of days to come slowing becoming undone as I unravel with...
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A bit mad, wouldn't you say?
Coworker: It's too bad you don't have an iPhone. I could send you a cigarette or a koala.
Me: That would be a koalaty gift.
Coworker: You are so easily amused.
Me: Well, it is otterly amusing.
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The sun set on the Hawaiian sands as I stared in awe from the balcony. Small, unpacked bags sat by the door, holding less clothing than hygiene products, discarded for the time being. The adrenaline coursing in my veins outweighed the jet lag and every burden waiting for me off the island disappeared.
I could feel your presence, strong and stoic, behind me when the vibrant colors faded to...
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It’s the torture of walking into a crowded room and you’re not there
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sick infected addicted and it’s good like the highest high one could find that first line that first dive from reality and you can never quite reach that again they chase they chase and chase but can never obtain that utter bliss of their first kiss with death
like that trip to heaven I get every time I look into your eyes and...
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It’s weird.
It feels like a panic attack - a heavy entity on my chest. I can’t breathe, I can’t speak my mind, but the words flow out like waves rolling in. My head, it spins - dizzy yet free and I feel uneasy but I let the emotions sink in.
It starts with a smile, continues to thoughts and I dream of the life that exists beyond these time delayed shackles. A countdown ticks...
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All it takes is one thing to turn a day from smiles to tears.
I’ve nothing to really be sad about, but all I want to do is cry. I feel naked and alone, standing on a precipice, but too exhausted to shout. I want warmth and comfort and quiet, but the silence is so deafeningly loud that it sounds as though the walls are screaming, the wind is shrieking and my heart is breaking down.
I...
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And there she stood sunbeams glowing through soft strands flowing and I felt my breath robbed from me
And there she stood oceans of blue radiating from your soul pouring from her heart and I gasped
Collapsed into her arms as all at once I felt a missing piece click in
She is grace despite the crumbs remaining she is beauty unrivaled by any other she is happiness as pure as a...
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Caught up in a whirlwind of things left unsaid, he watched her sleeping, appearing nearly dead.
“You know that I wish I could whisper the words, breathe them to you from this day forward, but there are mountains between us, oceans to swim, and if the urges consume me… I just can’t let them win.”
She stirred at his sigh, his heart’s broken cry, and was startled to...
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Love lie still lie still with me in the afternoon breeze hiding under the sheets forget the outside world and live in my arms just for today let the world fade away and pretend that it’s only you and me
Love lie still lie still with me so I can memorize every curve of your face the rise and fall of your chest with every breath of this pure moment I’ll take a snapshot in my mind so even after...
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I can’t say a word that’s flitting through my mind one syllable at a time I feel it tugging on my lips sutured by seconds and miles so I smile and stare ready to explode fingers floating over the words tongue twisting at the verse
but I speak not
so I smile and stare and wait and wait and wait
perhaps you’ll break before me
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I wish I could say…
I wish I could speak freely clearly let you in on what my heart is screaming and so often I worry wonder -panic- if I’m reaching too far thinking beyond the hear and now which has never worked well in the past
but I know….
I know that it’s what I want because everything is comfortable so natural so perfect...
